Lost….

Saw you after couple of months…
Just to find out that you are grown so much….
I anticipated you will fit in my hands….
But you have grown far beyond my shoulder…
What else could hurt so much…
To find out that daughter finds father a stranger…
Tore apart my heart into pieces….
Bleeding soul with just hope along….
How do I make you recognise me…
How do I make you feel my heart beat….
The fear in your eye….
Was never what I longed for…
The eagerness to push me apart…
Was never I have ever dreamt off….
Wanted to kiss you with a blessing…
Wanted to feel you resting peaceful in my arms…
What I have lost nothing can match up…
The emotion and feelings are never showered up….
The tears in my eyes are all dried up…
The bleeding heart has nothing to lose now….
Holding on the soul still surviving….
Just to see u running back in my arms….
Nirbhay Sudhir Pimple