Agony…..

Still the pain…
Same is the agony…
A sinking feeling tears me apart….
A fake smile adorns my heart….
Seeking for peace…
Seeking to rest for a while….
Need the calmness….
Need the breath of life….
Moments have passed….
Months have flattered it’s feathers….
I stand still frozen with hope…
Somewhere down the time the sun will shine…
The truth will reveal…
The ice will melt down for ever..
The moment I have lost are gone for ever….
Nothing can get them back…
Nothing can ever fill the void ever….
I was true and loyal…
That was my only fault….
I was cheated and trashed….
By the one I loved a lot..
Faith and trust I don’t believe in them anymore…
Was I miss a lot nobody can understand though…
The agony will end with me…
The pain will kill me from within….
The only reason for my existence is far away from me…
Every moment Ridaya you beckon like a breeze….
Hope you read my heart some day…
Hope you understand your father’s pain…
Hope you smile at me with faith….
Hope I can hug you once before my heart takes the last breath.
Hope is what I am hoping on…
One day to be with you all that I Long for…..
The universe knows the truth…
Your father was a noble soul….
Few people didn’t approved…
He always spoke the truth..
No matter how bitter it was…
That bitterness is what people didn’t approved..
They kept me apart….
They enjoyed my pain…
Helpless deserted I cried in pain…
Understand your father…..
From a father’s prospect….
Be with me once before I go for heavenly rest…

Nirbhay Sudhir Pimple